A Second Chance, Chapter IV
Chapter IV So, I started slowly making my way to my friends house. A few time passed and before i noticed the sun had gone down and the moon was shining as bright as it could. I looked up the sky and felt the entire world crushing my chest. I stood still and said to myself: "I hate nights". All of the pain I had stored inside me, regret, loss you name it, came to the surface. That unbearable heavy chain pulling me into nothingness. I went to find myself and forget, and I got lost. Started letting go, forgiving myself. That is why I avoided nights as best as I could. I started finding stuff to get me absorbed. First thing was games. I was sitting down on my computer for stupid amounts of hours, in order to forget the days troubles and escape the monsters that were chasing me. Then, I remember myself smoking, in order to keep some of my sanity intact. I kept telling myself just a little more suffering and everything will end. Something will happen and you will find you...